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Girl, you’ll be a woman soon

2 Nov

Memory

VERONICA and DAD are in the car, DAD is driving.

DAD: So, you’re doing your honors.

VERONICA: Yup.

DAD: What are you majoring in?

VERONICA: Drama.

DAD: Really?  You can do an honors in Drama?

VERONICA: Yep.

DAD: How does that work?

VERONICA: I have to do an artistic component, back it up with a theoretical component and do a couple of subjects.

DAD: What is your artistic component?

VERONICA: I’m writing a play.

DAD: And what is the theory behind it?

VERONICA: I’m looking into feminist theatre.

Pause.

DAD: Why?

VERONICA: Because it interests me.

Pause.

DAD: Are you going to burn your bra?

VERONICA: What?

DAD: That’s what feminists do isn’t it?

VERONICA: You need to read a book, dad.

Pause.

DAD: I never understood why they did it.

VERONICA: Burn their bra’s?

DAD: Yes.

VERONICA: They wanted to make a statement.

DAD: About what?

VERONICA: Never mind.

Pause

DAD: Isn’t there something else you could do?

VERONICA: Probably.

DAD: But you want to do this?

VERONICA: Yup.

DAD: Well, I will be interested to see what you come up with.

VERONICA sighs.

DAD: What?

VERONICA: I just find it strange that you have this attitude.

DAD: Well, I suppose this is all a bit beyond me.

VERONICA: But when I was younger you were pushing me to be a strong and independent person.  In fact, you told me that you wanted me to be, and I quote: “A strong, educated, independent woman.”

DAD: It’s important to have goals.

VERONICA: You sat me down and made me read history books and biographies of Elizabeth I and Marie Curie–

DAD: You needed to extend your knowledge.

VERONICA: I thought you would be happy that I’m continuing to extend my knowledge, and becoming “a strong, educated, independent woman.”

DAD: When you are young, it’s important to develop your mind and learn as much as you can.  I’m very proud of you Veronica.  You’ve kept your mind free of distraction, and you’ve achieved a lot, but just don’t neglect your responsibilities as you get older.

VERONICA: Responsibilities?

DAD: You’re a woman now, and you may want to get married.  Don’t get too carried away.

VERONICA switches on the radio and turns up the volume.

THE END.

One of us

4 Sep

Melbourne, 1982

MUM, now two years living in Australia, stands in line at the Pharmacy Board to see what she needs to qualify as a pharmacist in Australia.  She has stood in line for a while, but doesn’t converse with anyone around her.  Her english is still quite limited, and she is quite withdrawn.

Finally, it is her turn, and she approaches the registry to greet  a woman with a frizzy blonde perm, green eye shadow and long hot pink nails.

WOMAN: Hi, how can I help you?

MUM: (in thick Polish accent) Hello, I was wanting to know–

WOMAN: (gasps in shock) Oh no!

MUM: (confused) What?

WOMAN: But you look like one of us!

END.

Old Age

1 Sep

MUM, AUNTY M, and UNCLE D discuss the troubles of growing old over tea and biscuits.

AUNTY M: (To MUM) More tea?

MUM: Sure, I’ll have one more before I go.  Tell me Monica, do you have any Green Tea?

AUNTY M: What’s that?

MUM: Green Tea?  It’s a Chinese Tea.

UNCLE D: We don’t drink that shit here.  Why would we need Chinese Tea?  We’re European.

MUM: It’s very good for you.

AUNTY M: What does it taste like?

MUM: It’s very nice, once you get used to it.

UNCLE D: Bah. Monica, make me a coffee.

MUM: Detlef, I thought you would be more open-minded at your age.

UNCLE DF: What do you know about people at my age? Compared to me, you’re still just a baby.

MUM: The older you get, the less the age difference matters.

UNCLE D: Really?  I lived through the second world war.  I was a soldier.  Did you live through it?

MUM: No, I wasn’t born then.

UNCLE D: So there, age does make a difference

AUNTY M: Detlef, you’re not making any sense.

UNCLE D: I’m making perfect sense.  (To MUM) I travelled, I fought, I have seen evil in the face.  Woman, I am the way I am because I have seen the world for what it is, don’t talk to me about being open-minded.

MUM: What has Green Tea have to do with evil?

AUNTY M: Detlef, you are getting old.  I think you’re losing your mind.

UNCLE D: I don’t know why I bother talking to you two anyway.  Get me some biscuits with the coffee too.

MUM: (Imitating DETLEF) “Ugh, get me this. Ugh, get me that.”  Do you want her to shine your shoes for you too?

UNCLE D: While she’s at it, why not?   She could make herself useful.

MUM:  You’re awful.

AUNTY M: (bringing the tea and coffee over) Don’t pay attention to him.  He does it for fun.  He’s bored because no one usually wants to talk to him.

UNCLE D: Where’s my biscuit?

AUNTY M: You don’t need one.

UNCLE D: I didn’t say I needed one, I said I wanted one.

MUM: Detlef, your diabetes.

UNCLE D: Piss off, you’re not my nurse.

AUNTY M: If you want one, then you know where they are.  I’m not getting you anything that will get me into trouble.  The doctor said you need to stick to your diet.

UNCLE D: (getting biscuits) What would he know, arrogant prick.

AUNTY M: I don’t know how I stand it.

MUM: He’s getting worse.

UNCLE D: Stop talking about me like I’m not here.

MUM: Enough Detlef!  Get your biscuit and shut up! (To MONICA) How are the kids?

AUNTY M: Andreas is doing well.  He and Rosie just bought a new house, but it’s too big.

MUM: Really?

AUNTY M: Too many rooms.  They’re only a small family, two kids don’t need that much room.

UNCLE D: (sitting back down) They didn’t buy it for the room.

MUM: Well, you don’t know that Detlef.

UNCLE D: Bullshit I don’t know.  He bought it for the same reason anyone else buys big expensive shiny things, to show the world how much money he’s earning.

AUNTY M: It is a bit too much.

MUM: And what about Bjorn?

AUNTY M: Really good.  Loves his job, loves his live over there.  He met a girl that he’s very happy with, (sadly) he might just be staying over there.

MUM: Are you not happy?

AUNTY M: He’ll just be so far away.

UNCLE D: Fuck him.  If he wants to live there, so be it.

MUM: Detlef, why do you have to be so mean?

UNCLE D: Mean?  Monica and I worked tooth and nail to leave that bloody country so we could set up here to give a better life for our kids, and now he wants to go back to it?

MUM: But things change Detlef.

UNCLE D: Rubbish.

AUNTY M: I suppose it will give me a good excuse to go visit more often.

MUM: Just you?  (To DETLEF) You wouldn’t visit?

AUNTY M: Don’t get him started.

UNCLE D: He wants to live there, fine.  I can’t stop him.  But don’t expect me to travel there and back just to see him.  He wants to see me, he knows where I am.

MUM: What if he doesn’t want to come and see you?

UNCLE D: What do I care? I’m an old man who’s losing his mind.

MUM: That reminds me, Detlef, how is your mother?

UNCLE D: Ask Monica.

AUNTY M: We had to fly her back, she didn’t like it here.

UNCLE D: You want to talk about losing your mind?  She lost it alright.

MUM: She got worse?

UNCLE D: Waking up in the middle of the night, not knowing where she is, or who we are–

AUNTY M: She was so confused.  You had to tell her all the time that she was in Australia, that she had come to visit us, that we were taking care of her here.  It wasn’t all horrible though, she had her good days too.

UNCLE D: She didn’t know who I was.  Her own son.

MUM: Well, Detlef, this is dementia.

UNCLE D: It’s Alzheimers.

AUNTY M: She was crying all the time.

MUM: Poor thing.

UNCLE D: Yeah, poor her.  I wish I was in her la la land.

MUM: And so where  is she? Staying with your brother.

UNCLE D: He couldn’t handle her, so he stuck her in a home.

MUM: Oh no.

UNCLE D: And that’s that.

MUM: That’s terrible.

UNCLE D: That’s life.

MUM: You would have put her in a home too?

UNCLE D: No.  I would have had her here.  I wanted to keep her here, but she didn’t want to stay.

AUNTY M: But she didn’t like it here.  She was distressed all the time, it’s not good for your health to be like that.

UNCLE D: So we sent her back.

MUM: Did you tell your brother not to put her in a home?

UNCLE D: Look, my brother is an asshole, even if I begged him not to put her in a home, he would still do it.  What’s done is done, and there’s nothing I can do.  She will die in a home.  Slowly.

MUM: This is horrible.

AUNTY M: But this is how it will be for some of us.

MUM: No, not for me.  I will never be like that.

UNCLE D: Sure.  You drink enough Green Tea, I’m sure you will out live your children.

MUM: Detlef, come on, that’s not what I mean.

AUNTY M: We don’t have control of how we age.  It happens without us realising, sometimes.

MUM: Yes, but we can choose to live a healthy lifestyle, to eat right, to exercise our minds and bodies.

UNCLE D: No amount of exercise would have helped my mother.  When your mind starts to go, there’s no stopping it.

MUM: We don’t know that.  There is so much research, and we don’t know what could happen in 10 or even 5 years from now.

UNCLE D: And if it’s still all the same, then what?  You’ll just be sitting there, like a vegetable, rotting in your children’s home.

AUNTY M: Detlef, please.  Can we talk about something else?

MUM: I wouldn’t do that to my children.

UNCLE D: You have no control over that.

MUM: Bullshit.  My children know that I would never do that to them.

UNCLE D: Really?  And what are you going to do.  Freeze yourself till they find a cure for old age?

MUM: No.  I will go down to the basement, and hang myself.

AUNTY MONICA gasps.

UNCLE D: (laughing) By the time you get to that stage, you’ll be too senile to remember where you put the rope!

pause

MUM: I suppose you’re right.

They drink their tea in silence.

END.

17th Birthday

19 Aug

VERONICA and her DAD sit for lunch at an Italian restaurant in Lygon St.  It’s VERONICA’s 17th birthday, and officially one year since her parents have separated.

DAD: Veronica, I feel that you and I have grown distant over the past few months.

VERONICA: Well, it’s been pretty full on in school and at home.

DAD: Why, what’s going on at home?

VERONICA: Um, well, obviously the divorce.

DAD: Yes, but you shouldn’t concern yourself with that, it’s got nothing to do with you.

VERONICA: It does when you’re both constantly arguing in front of us.

DAD: I understand, but you still shouldn’t concern yourself with that.  What is happening between your mother and I is not your problem, it’s ours.

VERONICA: Well, then you should make a better effort in keeping your problems to yourself.

Tense silence.

DAD: I don’t like your tone Veronica, keep your attitude in check.

VERONICA is frustrated but stays quiet.

DAD: I will over look this because it’s your birthday, and besides, I have a present for you and I would like to give it to you under happy conditions.

VERONICA gives no response.

DAD: Like I was saying, I feel that you and I have grown distant over the past few months, and you have to know that this greatly distresses me.

Still no response.

DAD: I can see that you have become quite withdrawn, and what your reasons are for this I do not know, but whatever the reasons you have to know that I am always here for you, when you need to talk to me.

Still no response.

DAD: Well?

VERONICA: Yes dad.

DAD: Anyway, I have a present for you that I think will help you through this tough time.

No response.

DAD: When I was your age, and I was going through my own troubles, I would often turn to this book and it would help me through the darkness.

No response.

DAD: And I hope that in times of need, you will turn to this book to help you through your worries.

DAD reaches into his coat pocket and takes out a wrapped book.  VERONICA accepts the present and opens it.

VERONICA: You read this when you were my age?

DAD: (smiling) Yes.

VERONICA: You seriously, honestly, read ‘Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff For Teens’?

DAD: Yes.

VERONICA: When you were my age?

DAD: That’s what I told you.

VERONICA: (opening the book) Even though it was published in the year 2000.

DAD: (ripping the book from VERONICA’s hands) Don’t be smart. If you’re going to be like this, you might as well have no present at all.

END.

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